I'm so tired... It's almost 12.30 am and I'm just done with my work. Have been bring work back home to do and it's never ending and always piling up. Gosh! Sometimes I just feel that I'm being explioted. I really really really feel like quiting but I really does not make sense as I have been waiting for so long for my promotion and now it has come, I'hv got no reason to quit right? Adding on to that, my studies and project are all geting a toll on me. Oh ya!!! My gals turned 1 year old last month. :)

There's so much to say recently... ...

1. Got news from my mother that a cousin of mine is going tru divorce, becos her husband is having an affair again. Guess what, before they were together her husband is having an affair with her and he broke off with his then 6-7yrs girlfriend. So what does it mean? A leopard never changes its spots / retribution? The worst thing is none of the above but their four yrs old gal. Will she understand what is happening? Will she grow to hate her father? Will she grow to feel incomplete? Why does it have to happen? My cousin gave up her job to look after their precious gal & new home, but instead she was slap with which cruel truth. Ladies out there, remember to hold on to your job no matter how tough the goings get. With a job you can better fight for the custody for your child. & you might still have the saying at home, as you do not need to relay solely on 1 person to support you & the family.

2. Another cousin, admitted herself to KK hospital due to severe tummy ache, to her horror, the doc diagnose it as water in the kidney. She on the other hand is the sole breadwinner in the family, supporting her mother and a brother whom have yet settle down on a career nor family. Will have to wait for the final report & what doc suggest should be done. The fact is, she eats so healthy that it is just hard to believe that she is down with god knows what.

3. Yet another cousin of mine, whom have 4 children, a happy family and a capable hubby. But she was also admitted to hospital due to severe headache. After much scanning and checks, the doctor found out that there’s a hole in her brain. This is believed to be due to stress building up over the years that this hole appears. Within short notice, the doc operates on her spine to stop the hole from enlarging. Haven got time to go see her now, but heard from god-ma that she has become very skinny. Why is god so unfair? She loves kids so much that she tried to conceive for almost 6 yrs before she had her very 1^st boy. When everyone told her to stop trying but to adopt, she got pregnant again with the 2^nd boy. All in all, she gave birth to 3 boys and adopted a gal. Such lovely lady but yet... ...

4. My sis-in-law, finally got a boyfriend but she was not blessed but instead disapproval was sounded. Because... ... of many issues. I’m not sure too myself by telling her that maybe a person will change. Look at story (1), it does not reflect that a person will change does it?

Okies! About 2mths back, I wrote that Jodie can stand le. Now they both can walk... Proud mother of 2!. &&& Jonie can say "MamMam" (eat). Can you believe it? && They both can point at things like fan, door, lights, milk, water, Mummy, Daddy, GongGong, NayNay ... when ask where is the thing / person. ~~~ Delighted ~~~

Yap!!! Back from my holiday... ... More photos @ facebooks :)

Little updates:

• princesses are going 9mths soon & will need to bring them for their jabs again. Poor thing!!! BUT it's for their good. Just this is part of their1st 1mths regime.
  
  
• just went for a colleague's son 1st B'day & it made me realize that mine will turn 1 in 3mths time. Hmmm... How should I celebrate? What kind of food to order? Where? My god!!! Looking forward to it.
  
  
• finally I'm going for my little tour to Taipei with Hubby on Labor Day. This will be a time to rest, realize, shopping & eating. Haven really done that in a long time. I'm not blaming my princesses for anything, BUT all humans need a rest dun we? Taipei here I come.

WuWho~~~ Can you believe it Jodie can STAND leh... Haha! so happy & she can say "Da da da da" le... OMG! Let us wait for Jonie's turn, that will be soon. Oh my gals.

I'm tired!! Real tired!! Came home from work & the 1st thing saw my hubby's BLACK FACE... (Mum-in-laaaw angry dun know over what) Sigh!!! Went upstairs to check it out... She fell down today because Jonie was crying non-stop... BUT the main point is ~~~~ She was carrying Jodie!!! SO So SO So!!! Jodie fell as well & according to her ~~~ she landed on her face / Cheek. She's unsure as well!!! What ever!!!! Then came the comment:"I rather cook then look after them!!" Great!!! say I'm petty of WHAT EVER u want:- will letting either one of them cry kill them?????? I dun think so!!!! They are always saying I spoil them by carrying them la la la bah bah bah... Better then they carry them downstairs & walk about... so I ended up having to follow their pattern? SO who spoils them? ----- Pissed & they are always saying why work when yr pay is so little?? I know that my pay is little... & so that's Why I STUDY!!!!! Who on EARTH got nothing better to do then to be a wife, a mother of 2, daughter-in-law, OL & daughter??? PISSED is the only WORD I have in mind now.... THE END!!!!!!