Projects, children, in-laws, people, money ... are taking a toll on me after 3 long years. I think I really need a BREAK desperately or I might just snap one day. I'hv been needing a real rest from all the "noise" I have in my mind, heart & soul.
I'm praying really hard that my wish will be granted but I can't even see a ray of light that it will ever be possible. "Your Xiao Mei at night will look for you deh... 2 months later will be worst. If you what to go holiday, I really don't know how to look after... ". But in the 1st place when I ask U why did you say "Ok, you want go then go loh!".
I'm already at a point that at times I really want to just pack and bring my children to stay with my mother / in a hotel. Yes!!! It's that bad.
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