My team manager arrange for a private lunch meeting on Friday, just the 2 of us. Not sure what is it abt. Dun dare to ask too… I hope it’s not trouble for me, cos I’m a little blur & forgetful this few months. Or is it just a normal performance meeting? Like a survey on the job management or even the working environment? Or is it more work for us? Arrg… I dun know, I dun dare think. But what I really hope deep down in my heart is a perm position for me. That would be as good as nothing or more work. Even since our new team leader took over, we have got much more things to do. But my partner & I both felt that with her the whole team seems to be working better & we get to learn new things. Wish me all the best that she is offering me a perm position…..

Don’t know since when did my skin become so sensitive….. Having rash over the slightest thing, like sitting on the floor……Then my legs will get itchy leading to rashes. Do filing in office and I will get itchy face then pimples… Help!!! This can’t go on…Goes on further and I will have more marks allover my body….

When did it come?? When will it go away??

Life was almost stress-free when I was in poly.... But it all changed!!! I now become fully responsible for all my expenses + school fees for my uni. Money is never enough now... forever scraping for whatever I have to make sure that I meet my due date for policy premium, school fees, phone bill, food & shopping + transportation... grrh!!!

2 Thumbs up for those who actually earn less than a thousand & with a family to support. Really wonder how they survive those more & more ex transportation, taxeS, $2 fines for A/C with less then $500 (do you know which bank?), weird expensive utility bills... ...

It's also so so so tough to do part-time studies, simply so tired that @ times nothing goes in or just cant catch up cos I fell asleep!! or I'm still thinking about work/food/sleep/go home/pedicure/medicure/spa/shopping ... hmmm what else.... &&& my partner going on his block leave le.... 2weeks......... HELP!!! Sigh.... I have to take my block leave during my exams = to no leave....

I'm Koala Bear .... Where's my Tree??

1 more week.... to exam.... Haven really got the time to study much lately. Sometimes, I really dun know if I can finish this degree.... It's simply so tough & tiring to do part-time.... Sometime, I wish .... ..... ..... I'm better, cleverer, perttier, taller, healtier, richer ..... the list just goes on & on. Why can humans just be satisfied with what they have? Do what is within their reach? Be more confident? Be wiser? Be more indepent? Be more trueful? Be more grateful? Be more understanding? Be more loving? Be more ..... Be more..... Then they will be so much lesser problems, war, murderers ......

Hmm... Looks like haven been on Friendster for some time... Have been crazy over maple story recently... Have U?

Well, not just gaming but also schooling. 3 more lessons to my exam, kinda worried. Cant really concentrate during class, always dozing off *Zzzzzz*. Cant be helped I guess.... simply tired from work.

Just came back from K Box, department tingy. Singing competition.... Of course I'm not in it. I just there for the laugh & makan!!!! Really miss my dependent living ....

No BBQ, no friends nor family.... But just a trip of 2 to Cameron Highlands!!! A total of 20hrs on the couch on some dark & twisting roads. We set-off on 29th Dec 2005 @ 10pm, had my "motion-sickness" pill. All prepared to rest (sleep) on the couch till I reach the check-point / toilet break / makan time. I would say I did well as I slept through the whole 10hrs.

When we reach Cameron Highlands, it's about 7am in the morning. Freezing cold from the breeze and dew / mist. We had breakfast till 9am b4 we check into our hotel (Equatorial). It's a 5 star hotel over @ Cameron Highlands but I have to it would be a 3 star hotel in s'pore? To my surprise there is NO air-con in the room. Guess, its bcos of the all yr round good weather. So cool, not dry, sunny & a peaceful place.

Yes!!! There are only flowers, fruits & mountian to look @ but they are just so nice to eat & look at. There are corns, water-cress, bell pappers, flowers, tomatoes, strawberries, vegies, honey, tea ........ However the things there arent that cheap but rather expensive... I was a little disappointed as we did bring enough $$ & I 4got to bring my card.... agrrr... I really did tot of buying their raddish home cos they are simply so fresh & delicious.... but I didnt bcos it would be too heavy & troublesome. Really did have a very nice & relaxed trip.

On the last day of our trip.... we witness a very beatiful sunrise... I really did enjoy but I dun think I will wan to go there again as I find the nountian roads far too dangerous. Da counted that @ apx of 1min there are 6 turnings.

*The tour guide told as that the peak season for strawberries is during March & September. On these months, tourists can pick their own strawberries & buy them back. It's tt great? Too bad we missed the chance.

Just dun understand y some gals find it fun to stick their bodies to some "stranger" guys!!! Are they trying to find some fun or are they just purely cheap? That's what I saw @ MOS... Guess, all these can be seen @ any clubing places... Not surprised but just dun like it.... They are all so beautifully tall & slim, so y lower themselves in such a way. Hmmm... Maybe I shdn't be talking abt others.

Anyway, mum bought me a nano... *Hee* Very happy of cos, but still haven use it yet... Kinda of lazy to go figure it out... aiyo .... Well!! Maybe later when I'm feeling better.