Time Flies….. I’ve since joined the bank for more then a month. Very stressful working in such an environment but really worthwhile as I get to learn things that I was never taught in poly. Well, I don’t know why & how I get into the banking industry as I did not study that in poly or anywhere.

Now my life had changed to a very systematic routine, only to wake and go to work then waits for the time to go home. Weekends will be divided equally between my family & his family. & I hardly have any time to read my books or magazines.

I’ll did wish to save up enough to further my studies & to take a tour to… don’t know where. Just a tour to shop, to rest & to see.

Tired..... haven been sooo tired for soo... long. Fianally got a perm job @ tampines. Very far from home but what to do!!! Something is always better than nothing.... Really miss you... I mean school. Yap!! I just said SCHOOL. I MISS SCHOOL LIFE. *sob sob*

Ops but did I miss someone out... sure I did who else but my sweetie. Just called him & he is enjoying durian @ home. While I'm here still waiting for dinner to be back. Quick time check: 2148. *sigh*

Tomoro is Sally's 21st B'day, miss her so much haven seen her since dunoe when. Finally I am meeting my old friends from FTPSS again. *happy*

Missing all the joy, fun & laugher that I used to have......

4th June... 1 mth had past since my last bog... Well nothing much have happened just that I have been rejected by NIE..... Sad!!! But then on the brighter side, I got myself a job as customer service rep in a internatonal trading company. Busy job that requires me to multi-task but I'm happy working there since time flies with a few blink of eyes it's time to go home. However this is still a temp job, I'm still thinking of converting to a perm... Well it will all depends on the wages and benefits that they offer. But then how much should I request for?? $1400?? $1500?? $1600?? Or $1800?? FAT HOPE I GUESS!!!

Today.... 4th May, 2005.... Really missed Darling dear but I have just seen him a day ago, that's 2nd May, 2005. Hmmm....

Well... Went for my forth interview ... Hope everything turns out right. The first three were gone cases.... no reply.... Sad!!! Hopefully the rest will turn out fine. Tomorrow will be another busy day with two interviews to go to. Really scared & stressed out ... cos both companies are MNCs ....

Another thing that is loading my mind is further studies... should I or should I not??? I still waiting for NIE to reply me.... but.... Sigh!! like little hope... Called them up today and they confirmed that they will be sending mailers two weeks later.... Would get a place @ NIE??? Should I further my studies or.... just work.... So lost.... How I wish I'm god!!!! Then I would know everthing and there will be stress-free life. *dreaming*

Moody... Mum's the one who wanted me to further my studies... but just mintues ago she called and asked to go look for a job. Just bcos a cousin of mine found an excellent job with good pay & benefits. Must everyone on this earth be Soooo.. $$$ oriented??