Today.... 4th May, 2005.... Really missed Darling dear but I have just seen him a day ago, that's 2nd May, 2005. Hmmm....

Well... Went for my forth interview ... Hope everything turns out right. The first three were gone cases.... no reply.... Sad!!! Hopefully the rest will turn out fine. Tomorrow will be another busy day with two interviews to go to. Really scared & stressed out ... cos both companies are MNCs ....

Another thing that is loading my mind is further studies... should I or should I not??? I still waiting for NIE to reply me.... but.... Sigh!! like little hope... Called them up today and they confirmed that they will be sending mailers two weeks later.... Would get a place @ NIE??? Should I further my studies or.... just work.... So lost.... How I wish I'm god!!!! Then I would know everthing and there will be stress-free life. *dreaming*